COMMUNICATE:- then u wont have to compromise that much

why is it that you are hurt most by the people you love?...

At times it is really tough to answer Questions like these...
ever really thought why??
I guess not

because their thought about you, their feelings about u matters the most to you
then why are you hurt so much when they complain
or disagree or get angry at something bout you???
and most of the times you don't know what that something is
you get annoyed and just feel like slipping away from everything
you don't take first chance and ask them
you get angry because you feel you are not being appreciated

but is it the way out
NO

solution is to communicate
no body is a mind reader
the best way to understand and to be understood is to talk
talk about how u feel
ask about what others feel
find out where the problem is
talk out the solution

you will see how easy it gets to be lived up to your expectation
and to live up to others expectations

it isn't that tough

develop your understanding to such a level
that u talk your man's or girl's heart
and u say it best wen u say nothing at all

it takes time but then
every good thing does

its all about how willing you are to get things easy and tension free..........

smile....easy to get beautiful to flaunt

Smile.....
beautiful....
infectious....
easy....

theres something I would like to share...
Some day back I was in real blue mood. I decided to run some errands. walking on the street wearing a grim expression i saw a beautiful little Angle. she was up to some mischief. she looked at me.. gave me the most beautiful smile in the world.. kept her index finger on her small lips in keeping quite gesture..
I crossed her staring at her. and there I was smiling a big smile and that was heart felt. her smile made me smile and my glum mood disappeared.

see how easy it is to smile and make others smile with u. smile is the only crooked line that looks beautiful. one thing easy to obtain and beautiful to flaunt. its a healthy infection trust me.
so spread this disease as much as possible and u ll get it back more than u can handle..

god bless that little angle and give her more smiles that she ever cud think of...

invisible me

I saw u today at the passage of my college,
i thought of giving u a shout
but then for a fraction of second i thought
what it would b like to c u feeling my presence???
just then u looked back and smiled
I was happy beyond all happiness
you stopped, turned around
and started walking towards me
I held my breath
waited...you came closer
but walked past me
to someone else
whose presence you acknowledged
even from a great distance
or was it my presence was negligible to you
I wish I cud know
how do u look in to my eyes yet
right beyond it
I wish I knew some way to tell you
how I feel about you
and to make you feel the same for me
but I know its only the dream
and I have to live with it
I wont say I can spend my whole lifetime with the dream
but am sure I am going to spend the best of my lifetime with it
the best of my lifetime loving you secretly..

the real forever

The day you learn to love as a mother...you have lived.

I saw u as a bundle of rosy pink skin
closed eyes n tightly shut lips
palms closed im to a small fist

I saw u growing up...
making ure first smile
saying ure first words
taking ure first step...

I saw u trying to do things ure self
trying to grow up
and then looking with those big innocent eyes
towards me for help wen u cudnt do it ureself
my heart goes out to u
i help u in working out things
i hold u, love u, comfort u
make u understand things

It used to give me so much pleasure
to c u needing me
leaning on me
depending on me

But i know a time will come
ven u ll have ure wings
and a whole of horizon
and u ld need to fly
all on ureself...

And i know i can not hold on to u
i just cannot keep u back
i ll just have to let u go
to let u fly out in the world

And it breaks my heart
knowing that after being dependent on me
for all these years
u ll need me no more
i just wish i cud make time stop
so i cud see u as my child always

But i know i cant
someday I'll have to let go of u
I'll have to let u b independent
no matter how much it hurts

But one thing I know will never change
I ll always love u my child
no matter what...

I ll always have my arms open
whenever u want to come back to me
or need me
I ll always be there
FOREVER

a story

You can only to what you have given you heart and soul

this is the story of a canvass and an artist:

some time back there used to b a canvass
holding a sheet of plain white paper, standing at the side of a road.
ppl come and use to sprinkle few colors here n there and draw some meaningless lines on to it.
funny that no one tried to draw up some meaning on the paper...
one day an artist came across it
he gave it a thoughtful look and then
wrapped up the canvass in his arms and strolled away
he stopped at a sea view
put the canvass down and started creating some meaning of the lines and scattered colors
by the end of day he put up the canvass and walked back home satisfied
he worked on it with all his heart and soul day after day
after few months of his untiring work he stopped and looked at his work
he smiled a smile of utter satisfaction
ppl now started admiring what they see on the canvass
now the canvass had no space left to give the artists imagination a sky
the artist kept his this piece of work caringly
untill one day he met someone whom he thought worthy of his beloved painting
the man took it away and hung it on a massive wall of his house
it was admired by every guest
but it was not being loved as by the artist
the canvass felt lonely and new it would never see the artist again
the artist who gave it the life and meaning
and that saddened the canvass even more
but nothing could b done
dayz turned in to weeks and weeks in to months
it hung there in silence occasionally being brushed for dirt
years passed......
the wall worned out...
and so did the painting
dust eloped it
it looked dull
but the colors so lovingly filled in by the artist were still bright and alive
the canvass waited.....
for someone to come
and value it like the artist did
but nobody came
it lay there countless of hours
and then one day it died cloistere, alone-full of misery but all in its heart.........

endless thoughts

I think therefore I am...

Let the thoughts flow.....
yeah....
they never stops.....
lets talk about something emmotional....

like the first of ure lives...
the first walk..(ofcourse ure momz will remember that and not u)
the first intimate hug...
the first of ure kiss..
the first love..(yeah i can c u smiling sarcastic or just one.. i am not able to make out, but there is one)
so lets talk about it
do u remember the first rain u enjoyed together..standing on thr roof or walking on the road, together, hand in hand, while it rains???
or u remember the first mute proposal ure mate gave u..that look full of love..that smile that showed u r being cared of..the first compliment u recieved...the first movie in the hall where all the time u were just wondering if u can hold her or lean on him....the first candlelight dinner...
or just watching the moon together thinking about the sweet times u had.
does the mere thought of parting scares u...do u wait endlessly knowing ure sweetheart is not going to come...or u just jump up with happiness everytime he/she shows up unexpectedly...

Endless thoughts creeps up in mind...u smile just kooking at the towel remembering the playful fight u two had with it...or the bedsheet or the stuffed toy u both talk to after having a playful fight....
am sure few must been smiling and i know ure imaginations are running..
i ll let them run...let them flow to eternity and hold on to ure hearts forever..like few cheerful memories....let them b there........

congregation

A congregation

That was some get together
and i mean really some get together
people with painted face floating here and there
chit chatting about everything and nothing
with utmost grace and warmth
the last time i remember seeing someone
was the time i heard them loathing...
loathing the faces they are so lovinly hugging
i am amused, or rather confused
or hell, aren't thy confused
ohh why bother, i guess this is as normal as you and me
this is a just congregation or is this just a congregation???...