An Enveloped heart- To 'the one' I love

My Life,

               picking up a birthday gift for you is the hardest thing I have ever done. What can I give a man who gave me so much. Yes! All I want is to keep this smile sticking to where it is right as you read this. You do know how I feel about everything- about you. You can practically read my mind like you are my other half. May be you are, because the way you make me feel, I haven't felt like this , in how long, like ever. You felt my joys and sorrows, pleasures and pains, like your own. and my question remains- what can I give to someone who gave me my dreams, my smiles (that I flaunt all day long), the peace that I feel even with the demons inside. NO! don't answer me. I already know- NOTHING. There is nothing I can gift you. Your birthday or not- I am determined to gift you something everyday- simple pleasures of life, the sweetness of 'US' being together, my faith, my support, my love (how so ever it be). And I will see that I honor my promises to you- as long as I live.

                                                   forever yours,
                                                      ME

A love letter..

a letter of love..to love...from love

Dear man of my dreams,

                         before i begin to say anything...I love you...i know you know this...i only hope you still remember this...specially now. i remember when i first met you i couldn't stop my heart from racing..and ever since then...its been the same everyday. i had never been able to figure out why you looked at me and never looked away then..but i was glad and flattered..and everything else a woman could be after holding the attention of a man like you...you not only made my life special but so worth living...that i hated the idea of death and heaven...and now..as am dying...i realize i don't want this...i don't want to leave you even for heaven...your arms..your home was my heaven ...i wish i could turn the time around..but we both know we cant do that.
               i know the intensity of pain you must be feeling now..and i know its not going to be easy...but i want you to do few things...i want you to smile every time you think of me...the moments we spent together...every time you look it to the mirror..i want you to see the face i loved...the sparkles of the eyes that were my light..the smile that made me happy...still does..even from such distance...i want you to see the man who was my life...n i want you to keep him alive..exactly like the way i loved...grant me these promises..consider them my last wish..darling...let me keep you happy still..i would never be in peace knowing i have caused you so much of pain...do this for me...one last time

                                                                                                             love,
                                                                                                     the lady of your memories