a letter of love..to love...from love |
Dear man of my dreams,
before i begin to say anything...I love you...i know you know this...i only hope you still remember this...specially now. i remember when i first met you i couldn't stop my heart from racing..and ever since then...its been the same everyday. i had never been able to figure out why you looked at me and never looked away then..but i was glad and flattered..and everything else a woman could be after holding the attention of a man like you...you not only made my life special but so worth living...that i hated the idea of death and heaven...and now..as am dying...i realize i don't want this...i don't want to leave you even for heaven...your arms..your home was my heaven ...i wish i could turn the time around..but we both know we cant do that.
i know the intensity of pain you must be feeling now..and i know its not going to be easy...but i want you to do few things...i want you to smile every time you think of me...the moments we spent together...every time you look it to the mirror..i want you to see the face i loved...the sparkles of the eyes that were my light..the smile that made me happy...still does..even from such distance...i want you to see the man who was my life...n i want you to keep him alive..exactly like the way i loved...grant me these promises..consider them my last wish..darling...let me keep you happy still..i would never be in peace knowing i have caused you so much of pain...do this for me...one last time
love,
the lady of your memories